Horizon Fireless

A place to put my secret complex thoughts hidden by the scramble of everyday life.

Strangulated goals put on hold

by being t0o lazy while being too bold.

I went through detox and a

metamorphasis in a very strange few months

where I learned where Easy

headbutts the triumphs

Chessboards are little survival matches

scrambing for one step ahead

We blame heroines for foresight when

they never had a one

We define them on what they've done

not what they've really become

the Blue sky and the ocean can get old as fast

as can the taste of the drip from the one that you did last.

But i don't miss you see in fact

you little dirty drug

Don't miss you at all.

the counteracting feeling

I traded for demise

insteading of listening to the silence my mind was emitting

trying to recreate the sypnapsis I was missin'

I thank myself for a sobriety much needed, much treasured,

much supported, and ultimately

appreciated by all yet, private.

From January 10th, 2010

There she sits

thinkin' 'bout October

she lends her time to

tryin' to sober &

she couldn't bare

to not have her foundation.

Dreamy gazes down

roads of past temptation

Along the road close to the sides

hug the white lines

relax, become the ride

When did the world stop living

and loving its own lies?????